The lyrics of a song that I can't quite put a finger on are coming to me right now at 6am on my wedding day...."I'm so tired, but I can't sleep, standing on the edge of something so deep...." My mind is just kind of all jumbled up. I woke up at 445am today, and tossed and turned for an hour before I decided to get up and turn this computer on, see if anyone was on MSN, hehe, yeah right! I didn't get to sleep last night until at least midnight, so I am running on a little less than 5 hours sleep. I know that today will be very full of adrenaline and second winds (hopefully not related to the cheese on the pizza last night...hahahaha), so I am counting on that to carry me through. I was thinking when I was trying to go back to sleep that maybe I will get a booster juice to suck on while I am getting my hair done. One with an energy booster in it....maybe it'll work. Or maybe coffee would do the trick. I just don't want to dehydrate myself, or have to pee any more than I have to once I am in my dress. My mind gets so crazy when I am excited and I can't sleep. I just think about everything. I don't think about things I have to do, I just go over the previous day, or think of what it will be like to actually walk down the aisle with all those people's eyes on me. I think my eyes will be glued to my sweetheart's eyes. I sure hope I don't cry. I am sure I will to an extent, I just don't wanna be blubbering during my vows :P I'm hungry.....wow, I could go for some cold pizza right now, but we sent it home with Jay. That's cool tho, cause I shouldn't eat any more cheese :P Maybe I'll go see if I can sleep for at least another hour or so.....cause it's gonna be a super duper long day!!! Yay for adrenaline!! :)
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